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Friday, November 3rd, 2006
1:42 am	What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio. Philadelphia Boston The Northeast The South The Inland North The West North Central What American accent do you have? Take More Quizzes (1 9mm bullet | punch it to your face)
Thursday, August 10th, 2006
1:49 pm	Listen to the tales and romanticize, How we follow the path of the hero. Boast about the day when the rivers overrun. How we rise to the height of our halo. Listen to the tales as we all rationalize Our way into the arms of the savior, Feigning all the trials and the tribulations; None of us have actually been there. Not like you. Ignorant fibbers in the congregation Gather around spewing sympathy, Spare me. None of them can even hold a candle up to you. Blinded by choices, hypocrites won't see. But, enough about the collective Judas. Who could deny You were the one who illuminated You'll have a piece of the divine. And this little light of mine, the gift you passed on to me; I'll let it shine to guide you safely on your way, Your way home ... Oh, what are they going to do when the lights go down, Without you to guide them all to Zion? What are they going to do when the rivers overrun, Other than tremble incessantly? High as a wave, but our eyes are upon the ground. You were the light and the way, they'll only read about. I only pray, Heaven knows when to lift you out. Ten thousand days in the fire is long enough, you're going home. You're the only one who can hold your head up high, Shake your fists at the gates saying: "I have come home now! Fetch me the spirit, the son, and the father. Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended. It's time now! My time now! Give me my, give me my wings!" Give me my, give me my, give me my wings! You are the light and way, that they will only read about. Set as I am in my ways and my arrogance, Burden of proof tossed upon the believers. You were the witness, my eyes, my evidence, Judith Marie, unconditional one. Daylight dims leaving cold fluorescence. Difficult to see you in this light. Please forgive this bold suggestion: Should you see your Maker's face tonight, Look Him in the eye, look Him in the eye, and tell Him: "I never lived a lie, never took a life, but surely saved one. Hallelujah, it's time for you to bring me home." (2 9mm bullets | punch it to your face)
Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
12:00 am	1. What bill do you hate paying the most? all of them 2. Favorite place to eat a romantic dinner? uh, Harvey's? 3. Last time you puked from drinking? long time ago 4. When is the last time you got drunk and woke up in a strange place? a month ago 5. Name of your First Grade Teacher? i have no clue 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? you know... 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? a lawyer 8. How many colleges did you attend before you settled on the one you graduated from? only been to one so far 9. Why did you wear the shirt that you have on right now? it was less dirty than the others 10. Gas Prices! First Thought? i wish i had a bike 11. If you could move anywhere and take someone with you where would you go and who would you take? i would move to europe, probably germany or france, and i'd take about 4 of my closest friends 12. First Thought When the alarm went off this morning? i don't wake up to an alarm 13. Last thought before Falling asleep last night? the millions of thoughts that swarm through my head everytime i try to go to sleep 14. What Errand/Chore do you despise? laundry 15. Favorite guilty pleasure? los videojuegos 16. Sex or Sleep? as if it's a hard decision...sex 17. Your Favorite Cartoon Character? Wolverine 18. Favorite non sexual thing to do at night with the opposite sex? watch a movie on the couch 19. A secret that you wouldn't mind everyone knowing? George W. is a moron, oh wait...a secret? 21. Your Favorite Lunch Meat? turkey 22. Beach Or mountains? i've lived by both, but mountains 23. Do you think Marriage is an outdated ritual that was invented by people who died at 20? do people think that? 24. Who do you Stalk on myspace?i don't really stalk anyone 25. Favorite Guilty Pleasure? see the question above 26. Favorite Movie you wouldn't want anyone to find out about? The Sword in the Stone? 27. What's your drink? Screwdrivers all the way 28. Cowboys or Indians? Native Americans 29. Cops or Robbers? cops 30. Do you cheer for the bad guys? sometimes 31. What Hollywood Star do you think resembles you best? i don't know, i've been told i look like val kilmer before, but i was like wtf!? 32. If you had to pick one which cast member of Grey's Anatomy who would you be? never seen it 33. What do you want when you are sick? chicken noodle soup and a snuggle buddy, haha 34. Who from High School would you like to run into? a few people, not very many though, haha 35. What radio station is your car radio tuned to right now? 99.9 for the most part 36. Stiffler or Oz? stiffler, oz is a tool 37. Norm or Cliff? cliff 38. The Cosby Show or the Simpsons? the simpsons 39. Worst Relationship Mistake that you wish you could take back? most people know 40. Do you Like the Person who sits directly across from you at work? ha 41. If you could get away with it who would you kill? muahahaha.... 42. What Famous person would you like to have dinner with? Kate Hudson 43. What famous Person would you like to sleep with? Kate Hudson again 44. Have you ever had to use a fire extinguisher for its intended purpose? no, i have played with a few, they are fun 45. Last book you read for real?Anne Rice's Memnoch The Devil 46. Do you have a teddy bear? i did for a very long time, up until i was like 16 i think 47. How many times a day do you text? i am currently between cell phones 48. At this point in your life would you rather start a new career or relationship? i'm in need of both, but relationship will probably come first 49. Do you go to church? negative, i've only been twice in my life 50. Pencil or Pen? pen 51. Describe your favorite Day? road trippin' with my friends to a destination where we will consume large quantities of controlled substances... (punch it to your face)
Monday, May 8th, 2006
4:12 am	i'll jump on the band wagon A is for age: ----->20 B is for beer of choice:-----> amberbock, michelob lager C is for career: -----> none atm D is for your dog's name: -----> i don't have any pets :( E is for essential item you use everyday: computer F is for favorite song at the moment: Tool - The Pot G is for favorite game: -----> um, beer pong? H is for Hometown: -----> Ocean Springs, MS I is for instruments you play: -----> guitar, whatever tickles my fancy at the moment J is for favorite juice: -----> orange juice K is for whose ass you'd like to kick: -----> i could probably name one L is for last hug: -----> uh, selena i guess M is for marriage: -----> not for awhile probably N is for name of your last 2 ex's:-----> no thanks O is for overnight hospital stays: -----> foot surgery P is for phobias: -----> deep water, heights Q is for quote: -----> "are you an ass?" R is for Biggest Regret: -----> the last 2 years S is for status: -----> um, single? T is for time you wake up: -----> whenever U is for underwear: -----> boxers V is for vegetable you love: -----> green beans W is for worst habit: -----> procrastination X is for x-rays you've had: -----> way too many Y is for yummy food you make: -----> reubens Z is for zodiac sign: -----> aries (4 9mm bullets | punch it to your face)
Monday, May 1st, 2006
12:26 am	So I am now officially moved out of my apartment in Cedar Cove. Hooray. I moved in with Joe in Canterbury, in case anyone was wondering where I moved to. So I'm still in Starkvegas, just a little closer to Waffle House now, haha. (7 9mm bullets | punch it to your face)
Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
4:40 am	if you want me to stop "bothering" you, just tell me instead of making up shit. fuck (2 9mm bullets | punch it to your face)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
6:10 pm	John Stewart declared April 25th Fuck The Earth Day, so...... Happy Fuck The Earth Day Everyone!!! Current Mood: bored Current Music: Arctic Monkeys - Fake Tales of San Francisco (punch it to your face)
Saturday, April 22nd, 2006
6:45 pm	another funny ass video, thanks again to kevin. watch it. now http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nda_OSWeyn8 (punch it to your face)
Friday, April 21st, 2006
4:11 pm	whooaadude: have you ever seen the movie "Legend" Feeling Jewish: yes whooaadude: it's a good movie whooaadude: i have it actually Feeling Jewish: awesome whooaadude: tom cruise is like 18 in it whooaadude: haha Feeling Jewish: haha he looks so weird in it Feeling Jewish: he's SO skinny whooaadude: yeah Feeling Jewish: and awkward whooaadude: yeah whooaadude: and he has messed up teeth whooaadude: i guess he got them fixed later on Feeling Jewish: scientology fixed his teeth whooaadude: hahahahaha Fucking scientology. (3 9mm bullets | punch it to your face)
3:51 am	a Livejournal Survey QUESTIONS: `*..do you drink// i've been know to down a few `*..how many times have you been drunk// a lot `*..is your best friend a virgin// no `*..do you wear short shorts// negative `*..how many people have you slept with// a few `*..do you get along with your mom// most of the time `*..been so drunk you couldn't remember your name// no, but i tend to forget the names of others `*..do you have any eating disorders// i forget to eat sometimes `*..piercings or tattoos// yes, one `*..have you ever smoked// yes `*..are you a regular smoker// i try not to be `*..do you have any kids// 8 WEiRD QUESTiONS.. `*..ever find yourself wishing to poke people with sticks// when i see a nifty stick lying around `*..ever taped your nose to your face// not lately *..do you wish you could live in another realm// i like it here `*..have you ever ran in circles like an elf// do they do that? `*..do you pick your nose for a living// no, i got stuck with it `*..what's your view on religion// not for me `*..ever stop to smell the roses// once or twice `*..what about wake up and smell the coffee// coffee smells great `*..can you smell// yeah `*..gotten so drunk you didn't know where you were// ha, yeah MORE QUESTiONS.. `*..what is the most common question you get asked// wtf? `*..your usual response// idfk! `*..what's your natural hair color// dark brown `*..eye color// dark brown `*..how tall are you without shoes// 6 feet `*..favorite colors// navy and black `*.what's your highest level of education// some college `*..how many surveys have you taken// countless `*..do you have any siblings// yes `*..if yes how many// 2 regular, 2 step `*..do you have any pets// yes `*..do you sleep with clothes on// clothes? EVEN MORE QUESTiONS.. ..and some repeated.. `*..eaten a box of oreos// whoa, i can't eat that much `*..been on stage// yeah `*..dumped someone// yeah `*..gotten in a car accident// sort of `*..been in love// at the time i thought i was, but i don't think so EiTHER//OR.. `*..coffee or hot choccolate// both mixed together `*..tom cruise or brad pitt// brad pitt (tom cruise is a vagina) `*..jeans or cords// jeans `*..sweater or sweatshirt// sweatshirt `*..t-shirt or tanktop// t-shirt iN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU.. `*..cried// nope `*..helped someone// possibly `*..bought something// you have to have money for that... `*..gotten sick// negatory `*..gone to the movies// no `*..said i love you// loaded words `*..written a letter// no `*..moved on// to where? `*..talked to an ex// yeah `*..missed an ex// no `*..talked to a crush// possibly `*..had a serious talk// no `*..missed someone// yeah `*..hugged someone// no `*..fought with your parents// no `*..fought with a friend// no RANDOM QUESTiONS... `*..how did you spend last summer// working at Winn-Dixie (lame) `*..when's the last time you showered// this morning `*..are you lonely// not really, i tend to surround myself with people `*..are you happy// not by any means `*..are you wearing pajamas// no `*..are you talking to someone online// i was `*..what's your astrological sign// aries `*..what are you listening or watching right now// Killswitch Engage - The End of Heartache Current Mood: calm Current Music: Killswtich Engage - The End of Heartache (punch it to your face)
Monday, April 17th, 2006
2:06 am	Furthering Kevin's quest, if you haven't seen this yet, go watch it. It's some funny shit. http://www.wimp.com/juggernaut/ (11 9mm bullets | punch it to your face)
Friday, April 14th, 2006
4:37 am	i guess i'm back in this I guess i'll update this thing or something. i can't even remember the last time i wrote here. usually i write in my blog on myspace. wuteva, i've been giving myspace too much attention lately. livejournal is jealous. so the end of this month i'm out of this apartment. woot. i'm not sure where i'm going to live yet though. i have two choices. i think i may know which one i'm going to pick, though. i really wish some asshole hadn't annihilated my computer with a beer back in december. i miss counterstrike and lineage 2 and warcraft 3. also, it would be nice if i still had a playstation 2, but since katrina was such a whore, i don't have anything that i left at my house. except my iron maiden shirt, but my mom still has that. speaking of house, i don't have one of those either. my mom sold it and moved to colorado like 4 weeks ago i think. so now my mom lives in colorado and my dad lives in north carolina. i think they played the "lets see how far away we can move from kyle" game. my birthday was sunday. the big 2 0. it was a lot of fun. cameron came up for it and l.a. also drove here. i still have booze left over. my asshole dad didn't send me anything for my birthday either. not even a card. wtf is all i have to say about that. it's amazing that i still have this account. i think i've had it since '02. that's a long time. i've met a few cool new people lately. it's fun to meet new people that you actually like. it makes you think "hey, not everyone in the world is a fucking moron." i know that revelation is a hard thing to come by, though, since we have such geniuses running the country. did you know that the US is ranked 24 in the world in math test scores? what the hell? we're the leading power in the world and we are ranked fucking 24? and also, only 59% of students in mississippi graduate highschool. that means that almost half of the kids don't graduate. and a third of the kids that do graduate and go on to college aren't prepared for it, they have to take remedial courses. that tells you something right there about the education system. the previous information was presented to me on Oprah, btw. so mexicans are coming in to our country to try and make a better life for them and their families. SO FUCKING WHAT! Who gives a flying fuck. I mean, can you blame them? is it really that big of a problem? There are bigger issues going on in the world right now that need to be dealt with quickly, other than fucking immigrants, like the fact that we are a NATION OF IDIOTS. we are about to get our asses kicked out of the UN and nikki believes that we are well on our way to becoming a third world country and i am fucking right there with her. poor education is the first step in creating a third world country. this country pisses me off so much that i contemplate becoming a political science major and going to DC to change this bullshit. i'd really rather just move to europe. going back to germany would be great. i could just leave and say "Fuck off you cock gobbling bastards." End rant. Current Mood: aggravated (4 9mm bullets | punch it to your face)
Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
3:00 pm	I fucking love this song. If you're into music and you are open to different kinds and different bands, you should definitely check out this song. The first time I heard Coheed & Cambria, I didn't like them, but now I like a lot of thier songs. They're different. Let me know if you check out this song and like it. Coheed & Cambria "In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth: 3" A broad incision sits across the evening The victim to our fathers lost war The restless children sit and mourn the graves Of those they've never seen before Will they be buried here among the dead? In the silent secret [Chorus:] The pioneers In dealing with it they march for dawn, of Will and worthy The truth be told the child was born Man your own jackhammer Man your battle stations We'll have you dead pretty soon And now Sincerely written from my brother's blood machine Man your battle stations We'll have you home pretty soon And now Awake through motion with curiosity to curtain your first move Over arms length they'll break protocol Jealous envy for the youngest one To be the hero is all I'll ask Can I be buried here among the dead? With room to honor me here in the end You'll be better off too soon You'll be better off when you get home [Chorus] For you, I'd do anything just to make you happy, hear you tell me that you’re proud of me For them, I'll kill anything cut the throats of babies for them break their hearts for they were them Waiting for you to say: I love you too The navigator The pilot Her favorite The one they call the vision that bears the gift [x2] Will, Do the children really understand the things you did to them? And why oh why… Should they conjure up the will for you my love I would kill him we're coming home pretty soon Coming home In the seventh turning hour Will the victims shadow fall? Should the irony grow hungry? With the victory and all they sought for We were one among the fence One among the fence [Guitar riffs and vocalizing] We're coming home Man your own jackhammer Man your battle stations We'll have you dead pretty soon And now Sincerely written from my brother's blood machine Man your battle stations We'll have you home pretty soon tonight Current Mood: good Current Music: Coheed & Cambria - In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth: 3 (5 9mm bullets | punch it to your face)
2:18 pm	Holy shit. They're finally making a movie of The Giver. And Jeff Bridges is in it. Kick ass. (punch it to your face)
Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
5:24 pm	lyrics..again In the worst of all your fears You have come so far to hear That in turn they've showered your name As the laughing stock Now by fire you must hang As my word holds course through vein You will walk to the end of days I'll gravitate towards you I will, in the now, hate you These days are numbered This close encounter To the heartland, through the madness I'll make you wish You hadn't burned our time before I'll live through this In a manner cursed at my own accord I don't want to go So come on bitch Why aren't you laughing now? You left me here to fend on my own So cry on bitch, Why aren't you laughing now? In my presence You will make sure the fiction meets its fate That death will grace your face my dear character Through these lessons you have learned All the worlds from here must burn For as God demands that the end we miss I'll make you wish You hadn't burned our time before I'll live through this In a manner cursed at my own accord I don't want to go So come on bitch Why aren't you laughing now? You left me here to fend on my own So cry on bitch, Why aren't you laughing now? If my shame spills our worth across this floor Then tonight, goodnight, I'm burning Star IV Only, I don't even think of you No, I don't wanna think of you... anymore Goodnight, tonight, goodbye Goodnight, tonight, goodbye If, then should they come home With failed attempt we'll know I won't leave a stone unturned These worlds will surely burn Wait But what did I do to... to deserve all of you Jesse, bad boy Just come look at what your brother did, To that girl's precious little whore of a body [x4] I'll make you wish You hadn't burned our time before I'll live through this In a manner cursed at my own accord I don't want to go So come on bitch Why aren't you laughing now? You left me here to fend on my own So cry on bitch, Why aren't you laughing now? If my shame spills our worth across this floor Then tonight, goodnight, I'm burning Star IV Only, I don't even think of you No, I don't wanna think of you... anymore Goodnight, tonight, goodbye Goodnight, tonight, goodbye Well, I don't wanna think of you No girl, I don't wanna think of you... anymore Goodnight, tonight, goodbye Goodnight, tonight, goodbye (punch it to your face)
Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
10:32 am	going home for thanksgiving In the corner beside my window There hangs a lonely photograph There is no reason I'd never notice A memory that could hold me back There is a wound that's always bleeding There is a road I'm always walking And I know you'll never return to this place Gone through days without talking There is a comfort in silence So used to losing all ambition Struggling to maintain what's left There is a wound that's always bleeding There is a road I'm always walking And I know you'll never return to this place Once undone, there is only smoke Burning in my eyes to blind To cover up what really happened Force the darkness unto me There is a wound that's always bleeding There is a road I'm always walking And I know you'll never return to this place (1 9mm bullet | punch it to your face)
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
2:02 pm	Guess who this is Heal myself-a feather on my heart Look inside-there never was a start Peel myself-dispose of severed skin All subsides-around me and within There's nothing painful in this There's no upheaval Redemption for my pathos All sins undone Awaiting word on what's to come In helpless prayers a hope lives on As I've come clean I've forgotten what I promised In the rays of the sun I am longing for the darkness (2 9mm bullets | punch it to your face)
Monday, November 14th, 2005
10:37 pm	news Well i decided to change my major from aerospace engineering to graphic design. i'm so glad that i decided to change it because i honestly had no interest whatsoever in any class that i had. I guess i've just come to the conclusion that i'm more of an artistic person than a scientific person. I would always see friends in art classes doing drawings or designs or paintings and I would think to myself "man, i wish i could be doing that." The thing about aerospace engineering that really interested me, i realize, was the actual designing of the airplanes, not the knowing how everything in them works. If i look back, it's easy to see that i've always been that way, but like they say, hindsight is 20/20. For the first time since i came up to "Starkvegas", i'm actually excited about classes. There have been a lot of people that have been happy for me that i figured out what i want to do in school and that i actually changed to what i want to do, but there are also people that have been very much against it, some of the people that are closest to me. I just wish that they could know what it's like, to not know what you want to do, to be doing something that you're not passionate about and to know that you will be doing that the rest of your life. I'm sure if they could feel those feelings, they would understand. I really feel like this is a turning point in my life. So, in conclusion, i'm very happy about my decision, even though some people who's opinions really matter to me aren't. That is all. Current Mood: pensive/content Current Music: Keb Mo - Perpetual Blues Machine (1 9mm bullet | punch it to your face)
Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
9:20 am	I'm feeling a bit like Alice down the rabbit hole. And why the hell is a raven like a writing desk? (punch it to your face)
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
8:42 am	Hey So i'm going to head home this weekend for the second time this semester. Gonna hit up the peter anderson festival. I'm amazed they are still going to have it. Hopefully it'll be pretty sweet. Anyone else sojourning home? Current Mood: awake Current Music: Coheed & Cambria - Welcome Home (punch it to your face)